Is the fight really worth losing the person to? I’d rather lose the fight than the person. I don’t care if the fight is something I’m wanting to win or whatnot, I want to keep the person, and get on with life. Not lose the person and pretend as if the fight was worth it. I don’t want to regret things later in life, and this is one of the things i don’t want to regret.
I can’t tell you how much I love the rain. The feel of cool water trickling against my skin from the clouds above is rather soothing. For a moment I feel at peace with myself. There’s no guilt, no pain, or anything else. Everything that’s been holding me back just seems to wash away. When I’m…
It’s hard for me to let go of the past because those moments made me happy. And as much as I want to be happy again, I just can’t relive those moments. Sooner or later, I have to accept that everything I’ve been through is just a memory and nothing more.
I hate it when people tell that to me. I don’t care if you don’t like the person I’m with or the person I like. I don’t need you telling me who to like and whatnot. Don’t tell me to find someone better because I may have found someone I really care for.
What is there to do when you feel like you have no one to tell things to? Do you keep your collected thoughts stuck in your mind until one day, you reach your limit and you either break down emotionally or somehow, let all of your thoughts spill out into into the world through some medium.
I find it so dumb, how girls have a girl code. If you like someone’s ex, well go for it. Just because your friend dated him, it doesn’t mean you can’t. So if your friends dated everyone and then broke up with them, does it mean you can’t EVER date ? Best friends is no no, off limits, but if you’re just friends and you have a girl code it’s stupid, if shit didn’t work out between them, what if it works out between you two ?
It’s hard for me to tell whether you actually care about me or you’re just curious to know something. I don’t know how to read you. You’re one of the few close guy friends I have. We talk to each other a lot in person, we always like to fuck around, we like to tease each other in a playful way, we follow each other around school. I guess you could label us as best friends. You think of me as an older sister. But this has been running through my mind. Whenever something is up with me, you ask what’s wrong? Normally I don’t wanna tell you because I don’t think you care. And when I do tell you something, your reaction isn’t what I expect it to be. You just have this attitude where it seems like you’re curious and nothing more. We may be close friends but I notice we never talk through instant messengers but when we do it’s only sometimes. There are just these signs where it shows you care but at the same time you just want to hear something coming from me. Sometimes I feel like we’re just the fun chilled friend type where we can forget everything and just play childly. Whereas when something is wrong you seem curious, not exactly in a caring way, but in a I just wanna know way. But the more I think about it, my words get twisted. I think you care but then you don’t. I guess I feel like you just want to hear some juicy stories but not to gossip about.
Have you ever had that feeling? When nothing feels right and nothing excites you anymore. Everything you hear and everyone around you makes you feel depressed. You feel trapped inside your own emotions and there seems to be no way out, but you don’t even know the reason for this sudden sadness. You feel a disconnection between you and all of your close ones. And you think you just want to be left alone, by yourself. Yeah, I hate those days.
Time never stops and honestly, I think a lot of us forget that. We just sit there and spend countless hours on frivolous things: the computer, tv, just laying there. Seconds, minutes, hour pass and before you know it, whoa, it’s already 5 AM?
Like a text message or someone’s status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.
We’re perfect for each other but the timing is off. There are so many things that come between us and I know we’re suppose to get through them but they aren’t even the kind of problems that we create ourselves, they’re the type of problems that we can’t really do anything about.
Why are you trying so hard to bring back memories of what we had? I moved on because at the time when I liked you, I fell for your looks nothing more. Yes, that may seem cruel but it is what it is. I’m sorry, yes I’m an awful person. But I’m just stating the truth. You should stop trying to drill in those memories into my head because it’s not working. And stop trying to give me back the stuff you gave me. I gave it back to you for a reason. I don’t need it, and nor do I need an object to remember memories. I’ve got my head to remember those things, but the thing is I don’t want to. So stop. I’m over you, I’ve been over you for quite a long time. I figured out that there was nothing I liked about you, but your looks. After I gotten to know you more before, your personality that is. It just didn’t come to my liking. Please stop trying so hard. Period.
Bottom line is people stop trying and from there on, everything becomes nothing. Everything just falls apart. The truth is when people stop trying, it’s either that they found someone new, they got bored, or they’re tired of chasing and putting in all the efforts. The reality is when someone stops trying, you can either try to mend what’s already broken or you can learn to let go because even if you tried once more, nothing works. Everything just feels too destroyed.
No, you aren’t. Shut up. I really dislike it when people say that. You’re not tight with a person unless, you have hunged out with them, you have talked to them, you have had deep conversations with them, you have opened up with them and so goes for that person. And also talked about personal issues going on their/your life.
Don’t say you’re close with me because
We never hang out
We’ve never had a legit convo.
We just say hi here and there.
You don’t know me but my name.
I’ve never talked to you about my personal life.
I don’t know why you’re saying you’re close with me to other people. I see you. Don’t use me as a tool to get more friends. Gawd.