I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and you saw them crying in their bed at night or singing to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street and even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think after seeing them at their most vulnerable you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.
I’m horrible at keeping up a conversation. I get bored easily and/or I get too lazy to reply, which usually leads to the end of the conversation. If you don’t interest me from the beginning, our conversations won’t last very long because I end up not putting in any effort. It’s not that I do it on purpose, but it’s something that happens naturally for me. I hate it. It’s probably the reason why I drift away from so many people.
I miss you. I miss talking to you everyday and every night. I miss seeing your face. I miss hearing your voice. I miss your hugs. I miss your touch. And there are so much more that i miss about you, about us. But i can’t go back how it used to be. Like they say, always look forward, never look back.
“Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want.”—Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl)
I hate meeting people and talking to them and getting to know them, then out of nowhere we stop talking and they just fall back into the category of being strangers. I need people who actually stay in my life and want to stay in my life.
I’m pretty content with being single. I mean, it’s really not as bad as everyone says it is. I’m not going to lie though, it may feel somewhat better with someone there to be with you, but then again you need to learn to support/love yourself before you decide to love another anyway.
Bull shit. Just shutup. You don’t understand how much society has fucked with our minds. Every single girl you see on the street probably wears at least eye liner. And if they do, they probably have hella of it on.
If there was two girls walking by, you’d probably pick the girl with the make up over the girl that doesn’t have it. Hands down.
I will try to think more positively and not let negativity drown me. I will try to stop over-thinking and stop being so emotional. I will try. I will try with all my might because I’m tired of thinking this way. I’m tired of being drained down by my emotions and my insecurities. I will destroy…
You’ll always love them regardless. No matter what happened between you and the other person in the past, you still love them. You loved them before, you love them now, and you’ll always love them. Maybe you no longer see them as your significant other, but you still love them and care for them the same way. It’s either you loved them and always will, or you never did in the first place. It’s one or the other.
I can still remember that day you left. I can still remember our goodbyes. I can still feel that pain. I can still remember everything on that day.
I remember i was walking to the park. I sat down under a tree and just bawled my eyes out. I curled into a ball, sitting there, alone. I called my closest friend, crying to her over the phone. She didn’t know what to do. I could tell she felt helpless. I knew she wanted to be there for me, but couldn’t because of the distance. So instead, what she did was call one of our other good friend. She knew that he could be there for me. I thank you Michelle a lot, for doing that for me. I really needed some comfort.
As i sat there alone crying, I heard footsteps. It was my friend, Chris. I really needed a shoulder to cry on, and there you were. You’re a really good friend, you know that? Lol, you even brought a cute plushie for me and two tissue boxes. (I didn’t really need THAT much tissues, you weirdo). I know it must of been like “Ahh Brenda’s crying!!! What do i do!?” You didn’t need to do anything, but just sit there with me. And that’s what you did.
I could say that, that day was the best and worse for me. It was very memorable. I appreciate for having friends like you guys. I could honestly say they’re the only closets friends i have. Whenever i have a problem i know i can run to them and pour out all my shit hahaa. You guys are the best friends i could ever have. I love you guys♥
Like right when you meet you can already feel good vibes and a good time. You don’t even have to worry about saying the wrong thing or doing something embarrassing because those people will laugh it off with you. That’s the people I like the most because you can be yourself around them.
I hate when people only hit me up when they need someone to vent to. I mean, I’m more than happy to comfort them and everything, but where the hell are they when I need someone to talk to? And when they are there for me it’s like they don’t even care. I actually go out of my way to cheer them up. It’s whatever though, I should be used to it by now.